An Endless Train Of Thought
My mind races. Continually. It doesn’t stop.
It’s a blessing and a curse because on one hand I’m always entertained. I can literally sit at home in solitude and not feel bored; I just get lost in thought. On the other hand it hinders my ability to not be interrupted. My mind is always drifting to new business concepts to the point that I get so excited I frequently stop what I’m supposed to be doing to call someone on my short list of friends and family who I can bounce ideas off of.
I know I need to control these urges to let my mind wander but I live in a constant fear that if I do I will miss out on my next idea to put in my mind box of awesome. I live for the adrenaline rush of coming up with something new on my own. It’s a game I play with myself; think of something I think is new, then find out if it’s actually new, if it’s not I plan out how I would do it better. As a result I have 4 or 5 business plans written around these various ideas.
I sleep with either a notepad or a computer by my bed every night because I frequently go to bed dwelling on something and will wake up knowing exactly what to do…only if I don’t write it down instantly I forget.
The important thing in all of this is that I know that those business plans won’t create themselves, and I need to find the right one to throw myself into in order to really make anything happen. My ideas are a dime a dozen; so are yours. We have to make something happen for them to be worth anything more.

